nothing here is happy
right now

your fight went on for
only so long and in the
end it was more than I
could bear witness to

I failed you, when you
gave up, I should have
been at your side, giving
you strength, being your
reservoir, holding you
until you took your
last breath

I am sorry
I was selfish
That was wrong

— GB

Villainous Game

I bare my throat to your will
Everything I am is in your hands
One strike from you and I cease to exist

You don’t want what I offer
You need my existence for your life
If I am gone you are without
A way to express your malevolence

We are locked in this villainous game
Craving life and death
Achieving neither while either of us exists

— GB