gone from me

i was mad at you
for not being her,
 
that was unfair
 
i couldn’t split myself
in two, to be with
both of you
 
when my shaking hand
turns out the light
i long for a dream
to bring me
the right answer
 
but there is nothing
right
and nothing
wrong
because she is gone
from this world
and you are
 
gone from me
 
glb /// “gone from me”