I Pushed You Away

I pushed you away

I went in search of something
That I have not found
Since I met you

I pushed you away

And you flew
You flew so far
That I have no hope
No hope
No hope

Now I run
Trying to find that something
Sometimes I stumble
I have stumbled
And fallen HARD
Trying to reach out for
What was not there

All I am left with
Are these words
That provide no solace
As far from…
As far from you as I feel